[ but later, who can say. he knows it's stupid to worry about the what ifs, and things you can't change, and always has known that. deep down, honestly, he's already accepted that it is what it is, and things are going to happen and all there is to do is deal with them, but it's something more than that.
it's what he was seeking reassurance for when he challenged Rin to a race he couldn't win, and when he encourages people with problems much heavier than he is to lean on him. in feeling like he has no control, he doesn't feel like he can help, and it's a problem. ]
It just makes me feel better knowing that you're not alone, Haru-chan. You, and mom, and the rest of the team... that's what's most important.
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[ but later, who can say. he knows it's stupid to worry about the what ifs, and things you can't change, and always has known that. deep down, honestly, he's already accepted that it is what it is, and things are going to happen and all there is to do is deal with them, but it's something more than that.
it's what he was seeking reassurance for when he challenged Rin to a race he couldn't win, and when he encourages people with problems much heavier than he is to lean on him. in feeling like he has no control, he doesn't feel like he can help, and it's a problem. ]
It just makes me feel better knowing that you're not alone, Haru-chan. You, and mom, and the rest of the team... that's what's most important.