[he finds it kind of hard to believed; yeah, he's only a freshman, but Makoto said he got confessions and accidental dates and Nagisa was even more outgoing and charming]
...It's my first too. I can't see it thought the phone so I don't know.
[ oh, no. he heard it. he's quiet for a few moments, other than the furious wrangling of his excessive wardrobe and ponderous hmmming over what to wear. ]
I guess it's kinda like the kissing thing. I had people I liked, you know. Everybody gets crushes and stuff. But it wasn't really special! So maybe I technically went out places but I didn't count it. —Ew.
[he's at a loss for what else to say; he's already disappointed Nagisa's "stud" expectations. to admit the true and actual expanse of his inexperience is way, way too embarrassing]
[ blue and green??? no. orange and blue. complementary colors. ugh no. ok fuck blue. orange and something else. why is this so hard suddenly (it's because he's trying too hard). ]
I definitely never felt like I do now back then, that's for sure!
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I'm not ready!!!! I have to find something to wear!
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[shit now he has to find something nice too]
Why are you freaking out? You dress well usually.
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[ swan dives into his closet. suddenly everything is inadequate. ]
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I guess so. I never went out with anybody before, so that makes it the first, right? Ugh, why do I still have this?
[ sounds of some article of clothing being thrown across the room ]
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...It's my first too. I can't see it thought the phone so I don't know.
[maybe he won't notice that first bit]
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[ oh, no. he heard it. he's quiet for a few moments, other than the furious wrangling of his excessive wardrobe and ponderous hmmming over what to wear. ]
I guess it's kinda like the kissing thing. I had people I liked, you know. Everybody gets crushes and stuff. But it wasn't really special! So maybe I technically went out places but I didn't count it. —Ew.
[ throwing something else across the room ]
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[he's at a loss for what else to say; he's already disappointed Nagisa's "stud" expectations. to admit the true and actual expanse of his inexperience is way, way too embarrassing]
[and so is;]
...Special, huh?
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[ blue and green??? no. orange and blue. complementary colors. ugh no. ok fuck blue. orange and something else. why is this so hard suddenly (it's because he's trying too hard). ]
I definitely never felt like I do now back then, that's for sure!
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[ some muffled racket as he flops face-first onto his bed. he whines about something else but it's smothered into his pillow. ]
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I don't know if they'll let you in like that. But then we could go swimming after.
[that's a pretty good date, in his opinion]
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... ]
Maybe I could be a weirdo and wear my swimsuit under my clothes like Haru-chan.
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It's not that weird, if you're planning to swim anyway.
[whoops]
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Uh.
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You think so?
[ no jabs about O SO UR CHECKING ME OUT LOL... not yet. ]
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1/2
Okay.
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Night, Rin-chan! Love you!
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[he spends a few minutes sort of wondering what the hell happened to his life]
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[it's not like he's excited, or anything]