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Nagisa-kun, I have something serious that I need to inform you about.
Firstly, I was informed that those flowers that were given out could have a certain effect on people when given to them. I understand for myself now since I suppose the 'effect' from the flowers that I received from others wore off?
Secondly, I wanted to ask if you felt strange since I did give you two flowers after all, although the one I received from you had no effect on me so I do believe that it may have not worked with whatever that effect was supposed to be.
With all that said, I wanted to apologize if I did act differently, even though after a few days, I don't believe I feel any differently than before, so that's a relief! You wouldn't believe some of the things I said to other people! L.O.L.

_{[ in other words, gay. ]}

Edited 2015-03-08 03:43 (UTC)

[ oh how he has loathed the coming of this text. he had made it a point pretty much instantly not to be the first one to text, but now he's not sure if he regrets that or not because everything about these words on his phone screen now make him want to crawl in a hole and die. ]

the landlord f*cked with us again. he will pay 4 this [ truth ]
i didnt feel any different [ lie ]
dont apologize u didnt do anything weird [ true depending on who you ask ]
wat did u say 2 other ppl

He did? That's strange, since if I didn't do anything towards you, then why wouldn't he mess with us two since I did give you two of them after all.
It's very embarrassing to repeat what I said to others, Nagisa-kun! The landlord messed with the illogical things and I am ashamed to admit what I said!

its happened b4. messing with ppls feelings. hes a criminal and needs 2 die. and yep no change at all! so weird. well maybe i said some unusual stuff but when do i not lol.
what did u say????? tell me!!!!

Really? That must explain why I felt strongly about people I had just met!
I have analyzed the situation and I am certain that you were most definitely yourself for the most part, perhaps a bit more outspoken? Happy? I'm unsure of the correct wording here. _{[ He means flirtatious, but okay Rei. ]}
I am also certain that even though you gave me a rose, and I don't know what the effect would have been, but I don't think I felt much different during that period of time. Do you happen to know what the meaning of that flower meant?
Also I refuse to say the terrible pick-up lines that I used!! It's too embarrassing!

_{[ Cat's out of the bag. Rei at least admitted to using pick-up lines on someone, who is probably on Nagisa's kill list if he mentioned their name...not to mention the other guy who he 'fell in love with' due to these weird rose effects. ]}

probably. i dnt know, i havent asked around about it. i kind of didnt want 2 know. its just more of the landlords bs anyway, who cares... and it was all fake and just his weird sorcery so it doesnt mean anything anyways
oh. that kind of thing
you dont have 2 repeat it then

[ suddenly he doesn't want to know......... more than he already didn't want to know ]

I do care, because what if I accidentally gave you some sort of rose that made you annoyed with me. Although that isn't the case, considering we went to the dance together and had a blast!
It doesn't mean anything, but of course people were very confused during this time. Which!! Is why I'm so glad that my feelings for you didn't waver! I didn't become annoyed with you, or try to say weird pick-up lines to you, right?

_{[ gay. ]}

i wasnt annoyed with u... i just felt the same as normal except maybe more loudly than usual

[ well that's true, more or less ]

u didnt really do anything like that not that i wouldve minded if u did lol so no worries
but its probably 4 da best bcuz yea... all fake

Interesting point, Nagisa-kun. I do believe that might have been true, but I didn't mind. It wasn't like you were being loud on purpose, since you're right about it being all fake. Trust me, I know when you're trying to be loud, L.O.L.

But I do have another question about this event. Did you also find it easier to process thoughts about various subjects? It could be about anything really!!!!! I just found myself being able to think more clearly, and now afterwards, it's strange to look back on just how clear my thinking was.

_{[ In other words, his thoughts about his real feelings for Nagisa during the event period were just brought to light, and at first he wrote it off as some weird effect from the rose. But...those thoughts were still there, not that he would admit it, but he didn't know what to do with them, and being vague was the best he could do right now. ]}

lol

[ is "I don't want to talk about it" an acceptable answer, because that's his instant kneejerk reaction. he sticks his phone under a pillow to muffle any further text pings and when none come he moves the phone to his table and puts his head under the pillow instead. what the heck is Rei even talking about, what does any of that even mean??

frustratedly picking his phone back up and staring at the screen for a long time before he finally texts back ]

about anything ummm i dont know what u mean
i guess some stuff made sense at the time but now that stuff that made sense doesnt make sense anymore lol typical landlord voodoo!!!

[ when in doubt blame the fucking landlord ]

I am being serious here, Nagisa-kun! Please do not laugh out loud!!!!

_{[ A few minutes...with no reply. ]}

Did I word something incorrectly? Hello?????

_{[ Ah, finally a reply! But that...didn't make any sense to what he was trying to say! Have another essay trying to explain it, Nagisa.]}

That's not what I meant, Nagisa-kun. Allow me to explain it further.
In a hypothetical situation, say a person you gave a rose to or received one from that effect was either to be annoyed by that person or to fall in love with them. The thoughts at the time made sense, yes, but then the effect wore off, correct?
What if after the effects were long gone, you were still feeling the same towards that person? It could be anything from annoyance, to flirtatious, to love, to extreme hate! Does that make sense? Could those thoughts also be clear after the effects wore off??? What would that mean?

_{[ Yeah, "hypothetical" situation. He's not even sure if he's making sense anymore. ]}

lol

[ says lol just because he said not to lol even though hes really not loling and he actually has more to say than just lol. ]

wait... ok i get what ur saying
u hate somebody??? who?????????? thats not good for ur health

Am I missing the humor here? Why do you keep L.O.L.?

I don't hate anyone! This is a hypothetical situation!!!!!!
What I was asking as is if that happened to you since I think one of effects just made thoughts become clearer for me that I had during that time. Not that it's bad!!!!!
I'm just unsure how to process this, and if it's possible for an effect to just show what was already there in the first place and then it not go away?

lol sorry i just said lol because u said dont lol

so "hypothetically" a flower made u realize ur hatred for someone u didnt know u hated all along?? so when it went away and u still hated them... ur in shock.
"HYPOTHETICALLY"

[ let's just keep it about him instead of "has this happened to you" ]

Why would you automatically L.O.L. when I said that this was a serious situation?

I feel like I am explaining this terribly. I do not hate anyone, regardless of what the strange effects during that time period did to me. The hypothetical part was the emotion there, since I don't know which flower had what effect exactly just yet.
I'm trying to say that I did get clearer thoughts about something, but I'm not sure if that has to do with the flowers or not, so I wanted to ask if this had happened to you as well.

_{[ He's praying that Nagisa doesn't ask 'about who' or he might die, since he's still figuring it out for himself. ]}

well ur being pretty vague is all lol. how am i supposed 2 relate to that...
besides like i said it kind of happened 2 me... or at least i think it did bcuz im not sure i get it now anyway
wat exactly r u clear about?????????

I'm being vague for good reason!!!!!!!!!!
I'm still trying to work it out myself, after all. It's a bit confusing but due to one of those roses, they might have cleared up something I was very unsure about before?
I'm still not clear about anything!!!!! It's embarrassing to talk about, but I just wanted to make sure I wasn't the only one confused!!!!!

im even more confused than i was before this conversation O_O
so ur definitely not the only one whos confused!!!!! O___O

Did my analysis confuse you that badly? I just meant it was weird for thoughts to not go away even after the effects wore off.
Although, they were there in the first place, perhaps just easier to ignore?

_{[ Now that just sounds weird, Rei. ]}

no i get that part. u felt something about somebody b4, but u didnt really know u did or didnt understand it and then u had a flower that made things really clear while it was doing stuff 2 u, and then when it wore off its like wtf but also u still kind of feel the way u did b4
???
makes sense

YES! Exactly!! Nagisa-kun, you are much better at explaining this than I am!!! (/^▽^)/
What would you suggest to help that since it sounds like you went through something similar?

who said i did !?!?! i just understand where ur coming from thats all!!!!!!!!

[ because he is experiencing more or less the exact same thing, that's why ]

ummm suggestions
talk to da person about it??? u have 2 address it eventually, they should know how u feel whether its good or bad

I would just assume so since you seem to be more knowledgeable about this subject than I.

Wouldn't it be weird to confront the person directly? Especially if there's a lot of things to be unsure about. Not to mention it's weird!

its not weird!!!!! its never weird to be completely honest about how youre feeling all of the time!!!! who cares what it looks like!!!
nobody can doubt where ur coming from, when u lay it all on the table and cast aside any confusion after all.

[ a champion of not following his own advice ]

_{[ It's weird when the one he's having thoughts about is giving him advice...to talk to him. He can't say exactly what he thinks, because his thoughts are weird...and gay. ]}

I get what you mean, but I do think confronting this person would be strange. I wouldn't know what to say, not to mention my thoughts may be totally incorrect!!!!! I mean, thoughts like these are illogical, Nagisa-kun!!!! L.O.L.

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